Thinking is Nothing....This Can't Be Real
Thinking is nothing…
I told you how I felt
In the simplest way yet…
I thought you would understand
But you wouldn’t take the chance
You always listened
But never had anything to say
I told you I loved you
You told me to stay away
I still have these fillings
Knowing they won’t go away
They are trying to confront you,
Yet something gets in the way
Why aren’t you listening?
I’m trying so hard
Please just say you love me
So I can move on with my life…
I can’t stay here any longer
Knowing how you feel
I might just have to end this
In the simplest way yet
I grab my razor and slit my wrist
Good bye evil world
You made me do this…
This Can’t Be Real
I don’t want to hate my self
For loving you,
But how could this be,
Or was It never true?
You stole my heart
And ill never forget
But for now ill just have to regret…
You listened to their rumours
You listened to their lies
I thought you were a good person
But now I just despise
I don’t believe this is happening,
Or is it just a dream?
What are these pictures I see of you and me?
For sure this isn’t real…
But the pain keeps coming.
I choose to end it right her right now
Knowing I can’t beat this any other way
I pull out my box
From under my bed
Scattering through things
I just want to shred
My little Bag full of pain
Holds the key for the end of today
I pull out a razor
That was for a special day
It’s finally here
Waiting for its play
I cut deep into my skin
Watching my blood run
Feeling the dizziness
As my new life has begun
The end of that life and the beginning of a life in hell
It seems so unreal
But the pain comes worse and worse
As I suffer and wish I could go back to my old curse…
2 Comments:
Hi. How did you find my blog? I see you know some of the same Fusion people as me! How fun! I used to work for Fusion.
Hi Praveen how ya doing?
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